Author Note: Everyone, I know it has been forever since I've updated this one, but here is chapter 18, I'm sorry if it's not to your liking, forgive me!! **hides from getting bricked** I'm currently on a plane at the moment heading to LA!! HAHAHAH! so I'm to try to write as much as I can before I land. I'm too excited to sleep hahahhah! I need to write!!!!
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“I think I’ve fallen in love with you ….” Jin blurt out earnestly, as kame widened at that confession “Will you let me love you Kamenashi kazuya…”
Jin patiently waited for an answer but he was greeted with a hard push to the ground, as kame bolted to the bathroom with the older man trying to follow but got a door slammed into his face reach there. Kame leaned his back against the door as the latter from the other side just gave out a sigh doing the same.
“Don’t ask me such a weird question?” Kame snapped pretending to be angry at the other, leaned his head to press his hear against, he could the reselling behind it from which sounds like jeans hitting the door
“It’s not a weird question” kame heard the older man’s annoyed tone, where as Jin was annoyed by the other’s response when he was being serious. They fell silent for a moment, as kame could hear the man’s breathing in and out evenly for some reason at that small gesture he smiled.
“I’m sorry” Kame heard from the other side but still stayed silent “I feel that my straightforwardness seems to upset people” Kame heard the celebrity speak a but again he didn’t answer the man to listened to him
“Kazu, are you listening?” celebrity called as kame to shook his head against the door, as though knowing the younger man’s he grinned happily
“Don’t call me that?!” Kame answered, Jin just sighed once again
“I’m sorry” Jin repeated for some reason the older man apologise started to amuse him a little, wondering why the other was apologising for
“Why are you apologising to me?”Kame asked with a smile, once the words left the older man’s lips that let out a sincere smile
“Because I called you kazu I guess...” Jin said in a teasing tone as kame pouted behind the door
“Since when did you apologise for anything you did or say to me” kame softly, he could the older man sighed
“I have this need to say sorry million times for a lot of things, about that time when you were hurt but all I could think about was the food that I was cooking for our date” Jin said, kame smiled at that ‘Jin cooked for him’ no one has ever cooked for him except his mother before she drove him out the house.
“I failed to realise that you were in trouble, that I had to get two of my friends to realise that I was idiot...”Jin said sheepishly with a nervous smirk as he lent his head against the door with his hood hiding his face under it.
“That day when I saw how angry and upset you, I never use to care about someone before, so every time they would tell me something important or cry I’d just walk away not care of looking back, but you.... you ... were different.” Jin smiled remembering when he first saw the boy
“When I first saw you, you were an annoying brat, I thought but when I saw you sleeping on that couch, you looked like an innocent brat with that look it just made me want to wrap you in my arms and hug you, but for a few days I brushed off the feeling and denied them, so I ended up hating you more.”Jin explained as he chuckled
“It seemed like the more I made you angry the more I seemed to enjoy your company” Jin honestly “I’m happy to say....”Jin started as he lifted himself up from the ground to turn face the door
“I’m glad that I hated you that time, because it only made to realise that I didn’t hate you, but in fact I was starting to like you.....more.” Jin honestly as kame clearly hears it but he still didn’t answer he just smiled wanting to listen to the other pour his heart which made him happy and excited in a way.
“I liked you so much, I was so focused on impressing you, but I only ended up hurting you in the worst possible way, I don’t expect you to forgive me for that” Jin swallowed as he pressed on
“but I just want you to know that you’re not just a fling like those girl’s in those magazines, or those girls in those clubs I go to and the scandals that appears with me in them, you are more than that, your special to me which is why I agreed to help you because you have a great talent that should be known for that I’d be happy to be your model” Kame felt the tears prickly his eyes at those words.
Jin really had thought that about his work; no one has said that to him in a along it was always his father and my three brothers that gave him the courage to do everything on his own. And to have his celebrity that he truly admired say something like that he was happy, he covered his mouth to silence the sob so the other could not hear them from at the other side
“Kazu?” Kame heard from behind the door
“I said don’t call me that.!!” Kame wailed in sobbing tone at reassured that the younger man was crying but he was happy
“Will you stop crying and open this door already” Jin said from the other side
“I’M NOT CRYING!” Kame choked out his sobs
“Quit you’re whining and open this door already and let me to do what I’ve been wanting to do in the last 24 hrs” Kame lifted himself from the ground but did so such thing as unlocking the door
“What if I don’t you let you in here and not let you do what you want to do...”kame said, hearing the man chuckle from the other side
“Then I guess you’re just stuck in there for the entire night, I’m stuck here with your pet EVIL so called pet!” Jin growled in annoyance seeing the innocent pet treading around the unit as though she had done nothing wrong to him.
While the older man sat, sticking out his fingers for the puppy to come closer to him, the puppy only sniffed his fingers and backed away from the unknown smell of the older man barking at him
“Oi... do I smell that bad?” Jin slightly offended by kame’s pets’ reaction to him, the little pet gave out a few barks before sniffing that hand again then backing away. The reaction made Jin smile the cute the fluffy dog bouncing up and down, kame came out from the side of the bathroom that connected his room as he watched from the gap of his bedroom door, that smile was so different to what he saw in the magazines, to genuine not forced at all, with that it made his heart beat faster.
He saw the older get up from the ground, making kame closed the door a little so that older could not see him, while he continued to watch at a distance as Jin chased the pet dog around the unit but the older man failed to catch the fluffy canine, kame held in a giggle. Kame didn’t know why he didn’t want to the older man maybe it was just impossible to believe that no doubt handsome celebrity that he admired was standing in his house, wanting to help him, and claiming his love for him in his house as well. It felt too real and too good to be true. He was never good at relationships with girls or guys he’d always end up heartbroken, he didn’t want that again. That Agony of pain loving someone then until one day they leave you for someone else after a few years, as much as he loved the model he loved the older man he doesn’t want to be a burden to him, because to kame that’s what relationships were and celebrity he didn’t want to that chance.
Kame saw the man against the door again with a satisfied smile on his face looking at his ran dog who was wagging his tail at Jin with her tongue sticking out
“I understand now why they say that pets take after their master’s habits; you’re exactly like him right now, you are scared to be close to me too” Jin bitterly looked at the pet who was happily a fair distance away from him, he sighed
“Cute and Loveable at the same time but out of my reach” Jin mumbled in annoyance as he glared at the door that younger was supposedly behind still when he kame was actually watching him from the far corner of his room, unnoticed by him.
“Just like you...” Jin smiled sheepishly leaning against the door “I’m falling in love with you every day, even if you have locked me out right now, I love you more and yet I don’t know to show all that time. Tell me kazu...” leaning his head against the door
“Tell me what I should to make you understand, that my feelings for you are real and not some trick...”Jin asked, at that moment of seriousness was short when Jin’s phone ran, Jin growled in responses who calling him at this time of the night when he was in a serious situation right now.
“What?!” Jin screamed in English to the caller, kame the older man cringe suddenly
“I am Sorry, What can I do for you?” Jin mumbled on in English impressing him every English word that came out of his mouth. He had heard the older man when to the US to promote his modelling career internationally for 6 months but he never knew older man’s English was that good for that short amount of time, he was smiling at that and thinking the man sounded undeniably sexy when he talked like that. Soon the older man cut off his thoughts of the sexy English speaking back to Japanese.
“I have leave for a bit, I’m sorry I can’t stay here all night but my International Manager is here in Japan and he wants me to see him right away” Jin explained after taking a piece of paper from his back and scribbled something on it place it on the table before turning back around.
“I’ll see you soon...” Jin said before smiling once for more to take his leave out through the front door, disappearing from the smaller man’s house.
Kame ran over to the kitchen bench and picked up the note that had left for him along with his spare key to his apartment the one that older man taken from him, as he read it and smiled, hugging to his chest
I’ll visit you again tomorrow.
Thanks for dinner even though I didn’t get to eat all of it.
He was happy, he may have lost his great designs but because ‘the Akanishi Jin’ was here he was happy that it all happened.
“YOU HAVE SOME GUTS TO STEP IN HERE!” Ueda growled while being held back by Junno who wasn’t why the boy came back there he wasn’t exactly pleased either seeing the presents
“Why are you here, don’t you think you’ve damage already?” Junno snapped at the boy hid behind the wall in guilt but then deserved it
“He knows it, that’s I brought him here so he can help us...”another voice, a voice that ueda was too familiar with pushing Junno off him stomping over to celebrity ready to another punch for bring the enemy near him again, but he hand was stopped by Ryo who was smiling at him which only made ueda Angier
“Calm down Hime” Ryo teased, staring into those angry eyes, clearly amused
“Are you asking for another black eye” ueda snapped with gritted teeth “You’ve hit once but you won’t able to hit me again, hime” Ryo challenged his secret lover smiled
“You care to wager on that” Ueda smiled “I do, but now there things that are at hand than our petty quarrels of who is stronger” Ryo whispered huskily into his lover’s who shivered at the hot breath in his ear.
‘Coughs!’ Junno interrupting the two lovers “I still here” Junno snapped annoyed tone
“Your just jealous!! Because you can’t a girlfriend and you only have your game” Ueda retaliated back
“And I’m fine with that, please I refuse to see you flirting public when, we have a situation at hand about and the person that is standing right there who is responsible for kame being so depressed is it because of him and the idiot running this stupid boutique shop laughing away getting with my best friend’s hard work stripped just so he can be number one in the world and here you two are being that I couldn’t care less of than working in this god damn shop!” Junno screamed out in frustration as a deep breath to his raging heart beating to calm down.
“He’s Jealous” the three men nodded unison
There’s was a long silence before everyone’s eyes fell on the figure kneeling on the floor with his arms and he back forward touching the floor
“I’m sorry, I know I have caused you a lot of trouble, I know it’s going to take time to give me for everything that I have wronged you for and your friend kame. I have already apologised to him, many times, I wanted him to know how sorry so I offered to be in student but he won’t accept me. But I can understand why, so this is why I’m here, I will take any punishment you a pose of me to do." Hiroki spoke from his heart, he was sorry he couldn’t believe that revenge could take him so far in the water to make me betray his and only idol Kamenashi Kazuya. He felt the biggest idiot in the world for doing that to him.
Thinking for all that, he started to sob a little sitting a little not daring to look up from the ground
“I’m so sorry” was all hiroki to his idol’s friend, maybe his idol didn’t accept him, and he wanted to least that his idol’s friend his sincerely apologise was real with that he cried
“I was a failure next to my father, every mistake I did he would just laugh and say everything was okay, My father was so busy everything he started to not come very because it was working on projects, that time I found my to be hopeless of everything in fashion without my father around, he taught me a lot of things about everything he knew about fashion but I just didn’t have the talent to remember any of it. Hiroki explained, fisting his jeans as he continued
“I tried so hard to find the inspiration that my father got, I walked past a designers shop, mesmerized by it, that’s when I bumped into a man called keisuke introduce himself as, and I still remember what he said to me
“Fashion is not what it is to be, it’s what you make it to be in your own way even it’s nothing” Hiroki a small pained smile remembering that
“Because of that, line I wanted to learn about the industry I started to under more and more, I was happy that I got myself into the Design/creative arts in Tokyo University what I wanted to surprise him so I went to visited him with when I worked for JE Designs I was only met to a distressed man who I recognized the man gave me the courage to study my hardest, holding my father in his arms.
“Keisuke-san..” Hiroki said
“WHAT ARE YOU DOING DON’T JUST STANDING THERE? Call the ambulance quick!!!” the other older man bellowed at him as Hiroki made his into the room as he frantically dialed the emergency number about 20 minutes the ambulance pulled up in front to building as both of the older man and Hiroki got into the ambulance
“Father, hang in there!” Hiroki sadly applying pressed to the wound on his father’s stomach so that more blood out
“Who are you and what happened?” Hiroki asked as he turned to the older man
“I came to your father to talk to him about something, I heard him with someone, so I decided to come back later” the older man said the sickly on man on the ambulance tugged onto the boy’s selves urging him to lean down closer as Hiroki did just that
“Yes, father what is it….?” Hiroki asked gently
“Hiro-k-…. Hir-o—ki that-“the older stuttered in a weak voice couldn’t make out his words
“Kame-n-na-sh…..i, S-stop j…” the older man fell silent as the machine stopped when the machine beep line went flat
“Father?” Hiroki spoke as he swallowed hard as he shook him
“FATHER!!” Hiroki screamed in the ambulance as the older man stopped him from struggling
“No! Father!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Hiroki screamed as he cried
That night Keisuke-san told me told me everything about him, about his father were best friends and that they were working on a project together that was to be completed soon.
A few days later was my father’s funeral so attended and wanted to tell my about the good news that I was progressed in my life I wanted to move a step forward like him, but I just ended up standing there staring at his grave crying like I use every time in front of my father. There was no one there to say ‘it’s okay, it’s alright’ when the reality really hit me hard that day that he was gone for good.
“Father, why did you have to go and leave me now when I just graduated, even keisuke-san disappeared and he promised me that he he’s help and support me, who I fool to believe him, father?” Hiroki said as he squatted down placing bunch of flowers on his father’s grave wiping his tears away
“Keisuke can’t help you…” Hiroki heard a voice from behind him as he turned to older man
“What...” Hiroki said in annoyance of the older man talking to him
“He lied to you, don’t you see?” walking up to the other as he stood next to the boy
“I saw your person who murdered your father, and that’s not all he even stole your father’s designs” The man said
“You’re wrong! Keisuke-san was a friend of my father’s he would never murder anyone, him and my father were best friends, that’s impossible” Hiroki retorted back to the older man as the man sneered at the other
“Even Friends betray friends when it comes to making it to the top” the man said as hiroki didn’t anything
“In the fashion world, isn’t it right to do anything to get to the top, even to be friends with the top designer to get to the top himself” the man said as he smiled at the boy’s unreadable expression.
“I went through a lot of mix feelings that day, until I came confused and I could think about that keisuke lied to me, everything he was a lie, I couldn’t’ believe it, I told myself I tattooed that sentence in my head ‘Even Friends betray friends when it comes to making it to the top’” Hiroki blinked his shredded tears I also never heard of Keisuke-san again, he was like he disappeared in thin air so I began to believe Johnny’s words” Hiroki pressed on
“I wondered around the Designer shop that I was before when I had met keisuke, that’s when I met Kamenashi, the unique JE upcoming designer in Vogue magazine from JE I felt I like I turned into original myself at that moment when I him wondering to myself why his name felt so familiar, so I research on the keisuke and found out that he had a son that was slightly older than me by two years, from there I was focus on my revenge”
Only believe that I was wrong again, after thinking that, I started to not recognise myself anyone, that I had betrayed my father, keisuke and even if my idol Kamenashi your best friend so I started to hate myself. But now he won’t talk to me, I only hate myself more...” Hiroki sobbed again still on the floor bowing not knowing what to do but bow. After a few moments ueda came up and crouch beside him
“Here...” Ueda said as handed the other handkerchief, as hiroki reached out with a shaky hand to accept from the pretty boy
“T-thank Y-you” Hiroki said whipping his tears away with the material as ueda just smiled
“I can’t stay angry at someone who he just like Kamenashi” Ueda smiled, from that sentence he looked up at the older man stunned
“You and Kamenashi share something in common...”Junno said
“I heart needing to be healed by evil Johnny ...” Ryo said coolly
“And…..a crybaby” Ueda and Junno said in unison pointing to the other
Hiroki just pouted in response from his teary face, as the three of them just laughing at the cute expression
“Definitely a Kamenashi in the making…” Junno smiled, ueda just stood up from his crouching position as held out his hand for the younger one who look a little bewildered by the small gesture
“You can’t do you punishment sitting down can you?” Ueda said as Hiroki just shook his head, as he slowly took that a little unsure as he felt himself being pulled up.
“What do you mean it’s been delayed, it was excepted to come today I’m not going to have it on time for the next fashion show this week” Johnny yelled at his secretary
“I’m sorry there’s more bad news Johnny-san sir” his secretary had asked nervously, Johnny turned to give him a hard glare
“The Director of Popz Magazine has Takki denied your request for the winter and summer collection, he says that he found a new talent that he couldn’t pass down” The worker said as Johnny’s eyebrows fowled in annoyance
“Did he say who he was?” Johnny asked his secretary, who shook his head “Go and do some research for me will you I want to see what I’m up against with his NEW talent that he supposedly found” Johnny as his secretary nodded before disappearing out the room of his boss’s office.
“Big shot, Takki-san has found someone better than my designs?” Johnny repeated his thought he couldn’t believe it, the supposed boy must have made a big impact of him to reject my works, tapping his fingertips on the table.
“It must be Kamenashi assuming that he’s not dead but then it could be hiroki but then it couldn’t be because he remembered that boy has no talent like this father, after that brat had failed to destroy Kamenashi when he was vulnerable at the time. Johnny help but wondered why the Kamenashi and hiroki boy were still alive in the first place, he surely had locked down the place tightly that they both couldn’t escape.
Johnny smirked in annoyance damn that brat he’s not as dumb as he old man was, I might have misjudged you kazuya. It’s almost too much fun to play with you just like that old days with your father, you’ll both meet the same again, and so next time you won’t be so lucky.
“I’ll take you down, even if I have to kill you with my own bare hands along with anyone who gets in my way” Johnny sat back in his chair laughing
It had been two weeks since that Jin came over, promising that he would come back but the man never did. He pouted at that thought, the older man failed to keep his word, holding up the latest magazine in his hand with Jin half naked of some foreign model he had no idea of, he was stupid enough to trust even just a little, he knew that was going to happen. Cooking for him, laughing with him and eating with him and playing with him, why did it feel as though every day was boring without the older man chasing after them, he should be happy shouldn’t he? He really started to miss the older man more than usual
He remember those words
I think I’ve fallen in love with you …. Will you let me love you Kamenashi kazuya…
but I just want you to know that you’re not just a fling like those girl’s in those magazines, or those girls in those clubs I go to and the scandals that appears with me in them, you are more than that, your special to me which is why I agreed to help you because you have a great talent that should be known for that I’d be happy to be your model
Tell me what I should to make you understand, that my feelings for you are real and not some trick..
Kame smiled mentally that question when as his smirk curled into a hurtful face as he looked at the magazine
“Don’t say things like that when you do a photoshoot like that idiot...”Kame grumbled, throwing the magazine into the bin as he focused back on the notebook in his front of him trying to the think of that foreign girl all over Jin. No doubt would like a girl like that perhaps had changed the older man’s mind about his sexual reference to straight again, shaking his head at the thought as he glanced at the magazine on the floor once more before kicking it away from him. His brother’s words echoed in his mind when he had called the other day
“it doesn’t mean anything it’s just a photoshoot kazuya...” Suirijo said
“How can I think it doesn’t mean any, when he’s practically lying on top of the girl ‘NAKED’ no doubt in a porno magazine” Kame screamed out in his head, blinking a few times at the blank notebook that he was given to the mysterious beautified Wonder boy called “Bou” somehow he felt privileged to have met the boy in person for the first time, Yujiro would be SURE jealous. Continuing to giggle to himself in the park just outside his apartment forgetting about the older man in that AnAn magazine;
“If you keep smiling like that, I won’t hold back” kame felt a hot huskily into his ear making him jerk backwards from the suddenly gesture as he turned around abruptly as he was face to face with the man he was just thinking about moments ago.
“What the hell are you doing here?” Kame snapped feeling the annoyance attitude take over him even though he wanted to ask ‘where was the other a week ago’ kame let his eye’s wonder he saw how perfect long locks tied behind in neat ponytail as the sunglasses covering his eyes; to the David Lawrence fitted long sleeve shirt with the two button were unbutton revealing a little to kame’s eyes as perverted eyes were transfixed on the muscular arms and torso that fitted clearly outline them perfectly, those D&G baggy yet slight ripped jeans covering his Nike branded shoes. God kame thought looked those he came out of a magazine
“Your drooling...”Jin teased while leaning a little closer to the other, with that kame broke out of his dreamy state about the older man pulling up his to protect his face from to the older man from getting closer and closer hitting him accidently.
“That’s maybe the fourth time you’ve abused me ...” Jin countered
“Serves you right...” Kame snapped out poking out his tongue at Jin before turning around to stare of the first page of the blank notebook again and started to draw something
“What’s that you doing?” Jin picked up the notebook from the table looking at it strange “Hey! It’s a notebook give it back!” Kame hollered at the other as he tried to reach of it but failed miserably but not long before the book was placed in front of him neatly
“That’s it, no chasing you around anything, accidently on top of you ...”Kame ask astonished as to his surprised he turn beet red from the suddenly closest of the older man’s face to his wondering when the other had taken off sunglasses that he was wearing a moment ago; he didn’t move from the closes, he just focused his eyes on the ground, making Jin grin widely at the blushing face in front of him.
“It’s not like you to be disappointed...” Jin whispered hotly in his again, before he could he could reach the younger man’s pouty lips kame stomped on his foot underneath the table
“OW!!” Jin fell off the bench holding in foot in pain, as he pouted at the other
“That’s hurt kazu-chan, what was that for?”Jin pouted more holding his injured foot, as took his shoes to rub it “I don’t want your face anywhere near me, you got that and stopping calling me that!” Kame snapped out angrily at the other with his face still beet red, turning back to his notebook concentrating on the desk at hand, as older man pouted more at the angry other.
“Mou, Are you angry at me because I didn’t show up that day after at your house. I actually came here to apologise for that” Jin explained sitting next to younger man who wasn’t looking at him as Jin clearly hear a sigh
“I don’t care less what you do in your photo shoots with a girl you don’t even know...”Kame answered while he continued to draw, as looked at him horrified
“You knew?!” Jin replied back
“Yeah, you’re a celebrity it’s not surprising that you’ll be in a porno magazine” Kame coldly, cringed a harsh of the younger man’s voice but he knew why he have to see the latter’s expression who was indeed sulking, he continued to stare at the other
“I had an argument with my manager a week ago and about a magazine photoshoot that I had to do that I wasn’t happy about” Jin tried to explain, but kame didn’t answer him he only tapped his pen on his note book in front of him deep in thought. Being Jin not pleased when he was being annoyed, he gently grabbed the latter’s hand for a moment turning to the latter with a grin.
“Let’s go window fit shopping” Jin announced as kame finally looked up at him confused half amused
“Go what...?” Kame asked not understanding what the older man meant before he could render another word, he was pulled from the table with the notebook that bou clasped tightly in his arms worrying it might drop it from the sudden tug.
“W-what are you doing?” Kame ask getting flustered again all of a sudden
“We are going shopping to get some inspiration ...” Jin corrected his sentence smiling “Which is window fit shopping” Jin beamed harder of the shocked young along with him.
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